谢谢你, 一直以来都在守护着我!! 

BBQ across the river

Today has been great! Sunny day, nice wind breeze, bbq outdoors at the foreshore overseeing liz celebrating her farewell on the other side of the banks and most of all just enjoying our short-live holidays! We expect today to be quite busy as the city area has been block to celebrate CHOGM and liz's birthday. So we drove around to the other side of the river to try our luck in scoring a bbq spot, and we did! how awesome is that! Well, surprisingly it was quite quiet today so the atmosphere was really overwhelming! It has been a while since the last time we organise a small gathering among ourselves, and today has been great! 

Bubby cleaning the barbe

Bubby's favourite!

自由真的是无价之宝, 你拥有它了吗? 

好朋友


An additional post dedicated to my friends... 

Praying that all my friends are doing well, and that you guys miss me too! There are times and moments where I think about all that has happened when we were still wearing our blue/ white uniforms, rushing and copying each other's homework in class, BBQ at our usual spot, and just so many memories before I left you guys...Before, I really felt I am not as close to you guys as I thought  I would be because I was not there during that time when friendship bonding really begins... But I realised, it actually doesn matter if I thought we have any bonding or not, our hearts have always been together. 

I use to think the Chinese phrase 往事只能回味 is such a touchy word. it is exaggerating. I mean why would anyone think about past when the future is more important? and just a couple of days ago, I really understood its true meaning. As I was riding on the train, I suddenly thought about our good old days at school, malls, and just merely walking back home from school.. and now, I can only linger upon all these memories, and could never relive it again... Plus the fact that I am so f-ing far away, it makes it even more heartache every time I think about the past, knowing that the chances of me reliving all these memories are getting less and less... 

往事真的只能回味... 想说... 朋友们, 我真的好想念你们啊!!! 

Happy Birthday Liz! 

Hello people, it has been a while since i last blog, but still it is great to see everyone again! First of all, Happy Birthday Liz! I wish you good health and long live the queen! =D 

Because its Liz's Birthday, i am extremely grateful that i can actually take a break from all frustration and just spend the day thinking through things and just justify my self worth. I would not know how to start all these frustration... work? family? peer? or just myself? I had just gone through the toughest day yesterday. After I overcome all my responsibilities, I had just realised one of them had came back years after and bit me on the arse! *how rude!* I wanted to cry, I wanted a break! I wanted to just stop the world from turning and think through what went wrong and what is happening! but I couldn't. I lost my concentration, I continuously made mistakes that day and just could not get my head around... Everyone tell me it will be fine, but how much do they really know? simple as said it is, but to really be the person doing it, they probably would not know how much I have to go through to have what I have today, and to be who I am today... I can still taste the bitterness 4 years ago as if it just happened yesterday... All the burden are just on my shoulder.. and it just felt forever to actually relieve or take a breath from it... I just... felt lonely...

Dear sunny, when will you be back with me again?...