Happy Birthday Liz! 

Hello people, it has been a while since i last blog, but still it is great to see everyone again! First of all, Happy Birthday Liz! I wish you good health and long live the queen! =D 

Because its Liz's Birthday, i am extremely grateful that i can actually take a break from all frustration and just spend the day thinking through things and just justify my self worth. I would not know how to start all these frustration... work? family? peer? or just myself? I had just gone through the toughest day yesterday. After I overcome all my responsibilities, I had just realised one of them had came back years after and bit me on the arse! *how rude!* I wanted to cry, I wanted a break! I wanted to just stop the world from turning and think through what went wrong and what is happening! but I couldn't. I lost my concentration, I continuously made mistakes that day and just could not get my head around... Everyone tell me it will be fine, but how much do they really know? simple as said it is, but to really be the person doing it, they probably would not know how much I have to go through to have what I have today, and to be who I am today... I can still taste the bitterness 4 years ago as if it just happened yesterday... All the burden are just on my shoulder.. and it just felt forever to actually relieve or take a breath from it... I just... felt lonely...

Dear sunny, when will you be back with me again?...